Maria Orlando

Run and hide!!!

i like how i hear about my own life from other people. parts of my life that i would like the world not to know. im so pissed. shut your mouth for real. its my life. stay the fuck out of it.

I don’t fit in.

i dont like being a girl sometimes.

I think this school has drained me of my personality. I feel like I can never be myself here. Its so dumb. I just want to be done. This last quarter has been my worst. I just can’t seem to bring myself out of my slump. But when I go home I feel great and I want to get things done. You think I could relax in my dorm….but that is gone now….everyone is always yelling at us because were sooooo loud….so we stopped…we got boring. well now we might get loud at i dunno 8pm for like 2 secs….and guess what? we still get yelled at???? are you kidding me? who is loud at 2-5am??? not us bitches! so dont fucking knock at our door ever again. your lucky i wasnt here when it happened cuz i would have went off on the bitch. eerrr……so over it.

Are you really mad at me for nothing? I really don’t even know anymore. Guys are the biggest assholes ever. I don’t get how anyone gets married ever. Guys treat girls like shit. They are all players and need to get fixed. I think how they always say no one understands girls but that is not true….we always say how we feel. They have to hide everything and play all these games. I’m really starting to think that guys just like to see us pissed off cuz that’s all they are good for…pissing us off. Also why do you never text me back? I’m right in a middle of a conservation with you!! and not only that but were kinda fighting. How are you about to pick a fight with me then just stop talking? grrr…..

Soooo……I really just wish I was done with AIP. I really hate this school. It’s so funny because they are so nice to you when you come for a tour but once you get here they Treat you like shit. Not only that but doing things here is so hard to do. You have to run around to do anything. They fuck up on everything and they lie to you all the time. I had to move four times out of the seven quarters I’ve been here because of them lieing to me. Saying that they sold the dorm I was in to another school….then the next quarter saying that I could move back in….move back in…guess fucking what?….they “sold” it again…..three weeks after I moved in…..why the hell would they move me back into it if they were going to sell it??? So I had to move again…..oh yeah and they don’t help you and you have one day to do it. But what makes it even better is after I moved out a few weeks later they moved kids from our school in it. Yup…..lied to again….I should have never believed them…..my fault….why would I trust the place that I’m paying thousands and thousands of dollars to. Uummmm…….an overpriced school that I still get treated like a little kid…I love it when I get yelled at for being loud at 8pm humm…..yet at 4am everyone else is loud and they don’t get yelled…for real leave me alone. But back to the money…. The loans….they fuck you over with that too. They are charging me tiwce of what I should be paying. And they are saying that my dad hasn’t paid any of it off since I started which has been two years. Yet they have been cashing them. They are so dumb. And I’m not just some angry college kid. I do not stand alone. I know a bunch other people who hate this school and who has trouble with them. And the students that go there and that are taking classes agree too but once your start you can’t stop because you will get screwed over.

****if some if this doesn’t make sense it’s because I’m typing it on my iPod.